On the 2nd of April, you banked in RM700 to my account. My house rental has not been paid. So I paid it. I asked Ramesh to come and collect.

You promised via sms, that on the 8th you will bank in another RM1K. So for April 2010, you give RM1,700./

Hopefully, I got a good news from a company that I am hired. Salary? RM1,800. Enough for me and Alif to live without your support as you, again, said that you will stop when you decide to stop.

My concern is not money. It is my Pass to stay in Malaysia. I cannot return to Indonesia not because I don't want to. But because:

1. Alif's school. School in Indonesia starts in July. Here in Malaysia, starts in January. If you stop signing my Pass papers, I would have to go back to Indo in April next year. And that time Alif just start his Form 2 for a few months. He has to stop schooling for 3 months ONLY to repeat Form 1 in Indonesia again. And he was 14 that time. Too old for a Form 1 student. So all the time he spends in Malaysia for study, all the efforts we do for him to be able to school here, are WASTED.

2. I don't have house. I can't stay with my sister. My father's house in Tapos had been sold off. To rent a house, I need money. I won't get a job there. I cannot start business there, I have no money. Because of this lah I agreed with you to return to Msia.

And all you do is just again, threatening to chase me out of the country again.... You are the one who brought me for the 2nd time. You are the one who chased me out for the 2nd time..

If only you realize.. that you suffer for manic depressive and get treatment, it would be different case we have right now :(
posted by DHS