It's 1AM honey and I still cant sleep. Writing your sms' in this blog reminds me about one thing. You said for money, I prostitute myself.

Prostitute myself for money? YOUR MONEY? If I did, then why would I have to work all these 5 years? Do not lie, your salary is not enough for us to live. And remember before our wedding, my ex boss came from USA. I asked for your permission to meet him. And I told you that he was interested in me since 1996 but I didn't respond. He came from USA to stop me from marrying you and marry him instead.

I did not choose him. I chosed you.

He owns 4 yachts and a house on an island in Florida. He earns US$80,000 per month and you earn what? What do you have? Your RM100,000 EPF that you can only withdraw in 2016?

If I am willing to prostitute myself for money, then why did I marry you.....

Another thing, you were so angry that I badmouthed your ex wife. You were angry for whatever offensive sentences I said. What about your sentences? Did you read them all? You told your sons (Alex told me) that I badmouthed Julitha. I did not. It is all the things you told me about her. She knew nothing even to pay electricity bills, she knew nothing but gambling and party. She was kaki rayau, she worked at a bar. All the things I said about her is actually all the things you said that came back to you.

But I told Alex the truth, that the reason WHY I talked like that (about his mum) was because you talked so bad, so bad about my parents, my late mother and my sisters.

Why cant I do the same?

Alex said suddenly you love Julitha back. Yeah right.. what did you say? Filipino Bitch? And what did you say about your sons? Anak haram Filipino? Exactly like their mother? Mongoloid blood?

I did not tell Alex about that. I did not want him to hate you... I just take all the blame.

Let it be mine........
posted by DHS