Hon,

You've moved to an isolation room. Doctor said the infection has damaged your lungs, and that it could affect other sick patients. You have very bad pneumonia and you surely are in pains if you wake up. The lungs infection is worsening because your body rejects the antibiotics they have been giving you. So their plan to reduce your sedation, is cancelled. They keep the dosage high.

Your drainage brain hose has been removed. Doctor said you cant have it for a long time. Only for a few days, but the pressure in your brain is fine. Your sugar level has gone down to 7.3. If you keep maintaining to make it down to 4, they will stop the insulin.

Your pupil is getting bigger. From size 3, to size 4. If it reaches size 6 or 7, you're dying. Doctor said you are very very sick and you can die.

Honey, I am very down today. So many things in my head.

I also have a question, why Alex always can get away from troubles with you, with everybody? He likes to take credit. He wants to take over your job. If he wants to do it, then do. If he needs my help, then dont take credit. I am the only one, right now, who's trying to keep your business running. He keeps giving me orders to tell your customers that "Tell them, I will take over. I am his son."

I dont want to fight over this. But to be honest, I am sad. It always happens in my life. When I helped you to get the job in DHL, with proud you said "Without Alex, I wont get the job." You did not even remember me..... I dont want to be dipuji2.. I just wonder.. why. Why people never see my contribution..

I am just an outsider. I sms Alex "Maybe we should let go one business in Port Klang since it's quite risky. The fence isn't good, if barang hilang, we must pay." then he said "Yeah I will pick up one by one. Not easy." Everytime I said "we", Alex answered with "I." If he thinks he is the only one who keeps your business running, then do it by himself.

I dont want to get any money from your business. I just dont understand when Alex can be totally matured and be grateful of my existence in his life......
posted by DHS