Hon,

I have so many things to tell. But I don't know which one to start. It's been 3 weeks since you've gone. Apa yang dulu saya takutkan, mulai terwujud satu persatu.

Alex menguasai semua uang dan barang kamu. What he gives me so far just pakaian2 buruk kamu (yang bagus dan mahal dia simpan), wang RM200 (itupun sisa dari uang tahlilan) dan uang RM50. Other than that, dia tak ada bagi. He doesnt even give anything to Albert, cancel his school, and doesnt do anything for Albert's school.

Hon,

Alex mau nikah. Alina tidak jadi convert ke Katolik. Dia akan tetap menjadi Hindu. Mereka akan menikah tahun ini juga. Kamu pasti tidak setuju kan? But what you can do now. For me personally, I dont mind apa agama dia, yang penting dia boleh buat Alex happy and take care of him, its enough for me.

Alina is a pretty girl. But if I hear from Alex, Alex cannot 'tame' her. She is too stubborn. Hope God protects Alex.

Hon,

I miss you so much.... what are you doing? Why are you not coming to my dream?
posted by DHS